My SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) MILAB (Military Aduction/MILAB Testing/Space Program) Dreams Are Actually Repressed Memories (Graphic) (Video Testimony)

Dear friends and readers of this blog. I am both happy and sad to say that I have recently experienced a series of synchronicites and emotional epiphanies that tell me these horrific dreams about being involved in Satanic Ritual Abuse and experiencing MILAB (military abduction experiences/experiments/tests) are actually repressed memories. I don’t know for certain if they are from this incarnation or of one before or perhaps even a parallel life, which is possible for some advanced souls, but the undeniable messages from my body point to these experiences as fact.

There are a lot of unexplained behaviors and signs that have been manifesting over the years that are linked to re-surfacing of repressed trauma and PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder).

After doing so much inner work on the homophobia that has been present over the years that, sadly, continues up to date, in addition to the PTSD from working in a hospital in a life-and-death job, there were other symptoms that continued to get worse and worse until a breakthrough finally happened a few days ago on February 17th. That was the day a massive oscillation in the Schumann Resonance took place which lasted 24 hours. I believe these two events were connected.

And I was guided to put together the worst and most positive dreams in a video and share it on YouTube yesterday February 19th. That day was the date of the Full Moon which was also called the Snow Moon. This was another synchronicity which helped validate this process for me.

After experiencing a very bad episode of binge-eating (a compulsory urge to eat beyond being full) the night before, 2/16, which has been going on for years without even realizing why, my body said ‘enough is enough’. Over the past several years I have experienced this incredibly pitch-black infinitely evil rage which manifests at the worst times and was in-fact getting worse and worse. All it takes it tripping over something or something small going wrong to trigger it.

After breaking countless things in this RV (the back glass window, the wall, the paper towel holder and the dresser doors) and including breaking the glass screen of my phone the other day, it all started to make sense.

The very moment I acknowledged that these dreams were real events that took place, my entire body relaxed and I felt a peace and bliss that I haven’t felt in a long time. It was very overwhelming and so I was crying of course because these dreams were horrific and they involved some of the worst abuse one could do to a child/person. Who would want to think of them as real?

When these dreams first happened I just thought they were someone else’s experiences that I was supposed to pass on (dissociation at work here). But after consciously thinking “yes, this happened to me, this is real.” everything negative tapered off and now there is no more destructive rage. Just a deep sadness knowing that these things took place.

Additionally as weird, if I even momentarily ponder that these dreams are just dreams and nothing more, my body begins to feel like crap, like I feel dissonance throughout the body, like it’s saying ‘NO’ or ‘WRONG’ and I can feel the rage and negative emotions start building again. It’s like the inner child within is not going to put up with anymore denial. When I acknowledge these dreams as real, these feelings go away and I return to a calm, relaxed and blissful state. I realize this is most unusual but I think this is my own body’s way of helping me understand the truth so that proper healing and integration can take place.

And ever since I had this realization, the need to binge-eat has gone down to almost nothing. There is still a little bit there because this has been happening for years, but I think it will go away with time.

I would like to supplement this information with some intel that Cobra released in regards to this phenomenon that lightworkers/lightwarriors would experience as our implants gradually lost power:

(2012portal)

“…During 1996-2001 timeframe, the vast majority of Lightworkers and Lightwarriors have been subjected to trauma-based mind programming in underground military bases. For many, memories of that programming will begin to surface as implants begin to lose their power…”

I have documented countless dreams where I am in some kind of an underground military base (some of these are shared in the video at the bottom of the article) where life-and-death testing is taking place, among other awful dreams.

And I have read that traumatic repressed memories can resurface in dreams in certain people. This appears to be one of the best ways to reintroduce this experience to the person without causing additional damage so they can finally integrate it into their consciousness.

In my case these dreams started when I began doing this research, around 2015-ish.. The subconscious must have thought it time to start re-surfacing these experiences in dreams since the concept of Satanic Ritual Abuse and other MILAB experiences wasn’t part of my life until that time. If they happened any sooner I would have just dismissed them, forgotten them, not written them down and the symptoms of trauma would have really gotten worse.

Here is the video where I shared the worst of the abusive dreams along with the MILAB dreams and to end it on a positive note, I share some very positive and uplifting dreams. This is how I like to make the videos anyways so that people aren’t left with a bad feeling.

All of the dreams along with the blog post where they are documented are marked with a time stamp and the URL to the blog post in the description and comments of the video.

My hope is that perhaps this will help someone somewhere in the world in their healing process and perhaps give them courage to speak out about abuse they’ve experienced.

Thanks for checking this out everyone and I wish all of you much love as always.

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12 Responses to My SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) MILAB (Military Aduction/MILAB Testing/Space Program) Dreams Are Actually Repressed Memories (Graphic) (Video Testimony)

  1. Fee says:

    Hi, I don’t know if you’ll get this as its a few months after you posted. I also am remembering and getting recall in the last two years. Looking out for people to share with and find ways of sharing. I hope you are finding some peace lovely. I relate to all you speak of. So much love, you’re not alone

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  2. truthearth says:

    These things you saw and experienced are truly awful….I am very sorry friend…it will be a wonderful world soon enough..and these things won’t happen to anyone again..And don’t worry about your English I understood everything just fine! Thank you for sharing Maya.. ❤

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  3. maya797 says:

    Sorry Jonathan my English is not so well I’m a foreigner . Thank you for your reply. It’s a bit unusual for me I’ve never written in a blog, you’re the first but I feel very safe because I’m allowed to be anonymous.
    I remember well two scenes where 2 of us kids just disappeared! We always had to go to church on Sundays and with us in the group a girl that was very popular with all of us was also with the educators, resp.nuns . The girl was seen by a Couple in the church and they came to us , after church in te children’s home and simply took the girl with them. So the nuns simply gave the girl to the strangers .As a kid, I perceived the couple as high-ranking people .
    We did not get an answer who these people are and where the girl disappeared.
    The second scene was in the forest, we were about 15 to 20 girls and there were 3 or 4 of educators with us in the woods for a walk and when we were counted, suddenly a girl was missing ! There was only a fake search for her and we called her name several times and a bit we went back to the forest. We were in a completely different place in a kind of school camp home ….. There was no search troupe and it was not brought to the missing notice….
    I did not understand what was going on that was very suspect and sometimes I still dream of this forest today…..

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  4. truthearth says:

    And BTW I’m Jonathan!

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  5. truthearth says:

    Maya thank you for reaching out and sharing this story..I teared up reading it..I have done research on the foster care system and I know it is a big child sex trafficking/abuse ring. I’m sorry you lived through that..I have learned that some very brave souls have chosen this life so they could help bring it to the attention of the rest of the world and help everything and everyone integrate and heal. I think that person is you..

    My blood type is O+ so I think it’s Rh positive..I haven’t looked too much into all of that but I wouldn’t be surprised if it was part of some kind of experiments…

    Wishing you much love and healing friend! <333

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  6. truthearth says:

    Many thanks for the kind words brother! That dream and vision sounded quite awful..I’m glad to hear you have worked on healing yourself..In medicine I have learned that if we don’t have our health we really don’t have anything as our quality of life goes down, preventing us from living in the moment. I have looked a bit into the birth chart information but haven’t looked that deep yet. The universe keeps taking me in every which direction…lol

    I am grateful for your thoughts and insights brother..wishing you lots of love and peace in your life ❤

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  7. maya797 says:

    Hi dear TruthEarthOrg, Yesterday I saw your video and I had to pull myself together very much, I can understand all this very well and it is very good for you that you speak your soul freely, because then the healing begins….I saw all the videosofthe Karli NoelFranz, what this woman has been through is a difficult digestible topics .I myself was housed in many Children’s home from infancy to 18 years of age and how it goes in children’s home I do not need to explain further.The pain is stillv ery deep today…..In the mean time, I was also staying with foster parents, of whom I was severely abused and maltreated that the neighbors have turned on the youth welfare office.Then I came to another children’s home there where very satistic educators and teachers.From caritas association I came to getting care during the holidays to another foster parents , only then did I understand what love means, because they gave me everything.I never wanted to go back to the children’s home again went came away very often.Once a year, the health department came and they had all vaccinated us through, I think we were experimental subjects, because some of us are become often got sick…Jonathan, do you happen to have a Rh-negative blood type?If so, the question is whether there is somehow a connection with your story?I have asked myself this question many times, but it can be very reasons why.My intuition tellsme that there could somehow be a connection with it.Unfortunately, I have no strength to research this in detail.Even if the memories and dreams are very painful it is very good for you that you look at this and talk openly out. Much healing to you!

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  8. L. A. V. A says:

    Hi Jonathan, I’ve been following your posts for some time and I’m glad you’ve finally realized that those dreams are your experiences. I’ve always felt the need to say this in the comments section but never did. I’ve also been experiencing some recall of torture and other past life traumas. The most significant one was a dream where I saw a red haired woman with a hood covering her head and tied to a chair being tortured with electric shocks. She was screaming. After the shocks stopped, the hood was removed and she hung her head down with her hair covering her face. Like you I initially thought this woman was someone else, like a twin soul or soul mate, the fact that I’m male in this particular embodiment strengthened this belief, but it later dawned on me that this was actually me in a past life, probably after the 1996 invasion. I have also experienced dreams that suggest I was involved with military/supersoldier programs. I was playing the call of duty black ops video game some time ago which triggered me into having one such dream where I was wearing HALO-type(the video game) military gear fighting skeleton-like aliens in the belly of an organic mothership. I’m also familiar with the rage you talk about. I’ve always been plagued with my daydreams and fantasies being contaminated with scenarios of extreme violence but I’ve realized this is just an outlet for the damaged aspects of myself to be released. I’ve also discovered that many of the soul called demons on the astral plane are actually the damaged astral shells of many fragmented people scattered all over the astral/emotional plane. In the course of my dark nights of the soul, I’ve integrated quite a few of these aspects and encourage treating these fragments of ourselves with love so they can heal. In the course of my dark nights of the soul, I’ve found astrology to be a very helpful tool, for example the I had the dream about the woman being tortured when the sun was conjunct my 12th house Pluto. One pattern I’ve noticed in the natal charts of starseeds who have deep wounds is a strong 12th house placement. I checked out your chart based on the date and place of birth from the birth certificate you posted and not surprisingly you have Jupiter and Chiron(the wounded healer) in the 12th house. (I have Pluto and part of fortune in the 12th House.) The 12th house is where all our repressed memories and subconscious tendencies reside, I think you’ll find studying your birth chart quite interesting and enlightening. I think you are very brave for openly talking about your experiences, it’s helped a great deal. It’s rare to see such emotional openness and vulnerability in Men. Thank you.

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  9. truthearth says:

    Big hugs to you too!

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  10. truthearth says:

    Thanks MM! Your comments are always uplifting. Yes the Universe had to give me a big push to do that and seeing the synchronicities helped to validate it as well…otherwise I might have continued to dismiss all of it and thus the symptoms would get worse until who knows what would happen…nothing good for sure..

    Everything is better now, much better..<3

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  11. Moon Mama says:

    Dearest Jonathan,
    I watched the entire video last night, and tears flowed as my heart ached for you. Though it ended on a happier note, I know it wasn’t easy for you to share this (especially at the beginning) so candidly. To me, it is a testament that speaks volumes of your love, courage and strength of character as your earthly mission unfolds and progresses.

    Not only do I believe you, I believe in you. Stay strong and brave as you heal, beautiful Soul of Light! Thank you for all you do. Much love and many hugs to you.❤️

    Moon Mama

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  12. Moon Mama says:

    Dearest Jonathan,
    I watched the entire video last night and tears flowed as my heart ached for you. Though it ended on a happier note, I know it wasn’t easy for you to share this. To me, this is a testament to your strength of character as your earthly mission unfolds and progresses.

    Not only do I believe you, I believe in you. Stay strong and brave, beautiful Soul of Light! Thank you for all you do. Much love and many hugs to you.❤️

    Moon Mama

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