After finally installing a new SSD into this beast of a machine it is up and running again. I have tried to access the data on the old hard drive which is still readable, but it doesn’t load the files so I think all of that information is lost. Which is a shame because I only used about 300Gb out of the 1 Terabyte (1,000 GB) it came with.
I am also being guided to upgrade the video editing software which should result in some better video effects and faster rendering times (hopefully).
I want to say thank you to those who reached out and shared their kind thoughts and words while I was going through that last dark episode. It might not be related (or it might be) but I got a few synchronicities a few weeks or so before saying that I would experience a ‘blessing in disguise’.
The last time they gave me that message it was when I had to move in with my brother and then my mom after that. And it has turned out to be a positive change mostly. I think it was the best thing that could have happened given the circumstances of this planet (no one can be rescued yet).
Anyways this is everything for now. Thank you all again for your support during this time it was greatly appreciated!! Love you all <3