How to Love Yourself

You may be wondering what advice a 27 year-old could offer someone possibly older than them on how to love themselves. Well that’s one of the interesting aspects of our experience here. Some people are farther along than others. This isn’t a bad thing or a good thing, it’s just what we set up to experience in advance before we arrived here.

But the Cabal depends on and profits from self-hate and the constant (artificial) need to think we need material items or to seek approval from others in order to maintain a ‘healthy self-esteem’ and to be fulfilled. In my own experience so far I’ve found that I have set up many life lessons in a very short amount of time (Doh!) and if you are open to it I would like to share what I’ve learned so far.

As an LGBT person I was screwed before I was even born. The Cabal had manipulated religion and society to reject anyone that didn’t conform with the standard and predestined existence they had tailored for each person coming into the quarantine; go to school, get a spouse of the opposite sex, go to college, get married, have kids, get a job, work, retire and die. Many LGBT people struggle greatly with self-hate and many take their own lives because of the sheer weight of pressure to conform to ‘the norm’. This applies to everyone else too, of course, but being an LGBT person is my experience and that’s what I am going off of.

It has taken me a long time to realize my worth and my value. It took many people in my life walking all over me to finally put my foot down and say ‘ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!’ One of the spiritual lessons one may learn is that we live in a hall of mirrors, each person or situation or what have you is a reflection/aspect of yourself that is telling you what’s inside you.

I was always surrounding myself with people who didn’t have my best interest at heart. They were only interested in serving themselves. And it wouldn’t be until my awakening that I realized what I needed to do to develop the skills necessary to stand up for myself and do what was right for ME.

Here is one analogy that I thought of just today. Imagine you have a new-born baby in your arms, and it’s yours. You want the best for him/her, the best food, care, medicine, education and so on. I am telling you that learning to love yourself means treating YOURSELF like a new-born baby, every moment of everyday. If you don’t want your baby to be around a smoker, you would excuse yourself from the area and avoid that because it’s harmful for the baby’s health. But what about YOU? You deserve to be in perfect health too.

Self-love and respect mean manifesting the best situation possible for you in every moment. Sometimes this takes a while to happen if you were like me, almost no belongings, starting a new job and just had a horrific best-friendship end where both parties were co-dependent on each other.

I would like to share the amazing power of the Law of Manifestation with everyone. Because once you learn to accept the best for yourself, in various ways which I will share in a little bit, you can exercise your Universal and Infinite power of manifesting to create the best life for yourself and your family. Just recently you may have seen a post about me wanting to buy a car. Well I did it with the help of the Law of Manifestation. I told the Universe I wanted a car and that I needed money for it. I needed X amount by X date.

I had to do the hard work and sell Orgonite in addition to working extra shifts but the money was there in various ways. The Universe and some other generous and amazing people helped greatly and I had the money I needed in the time I expected. Now I use positive affirmations everyday to manifest health, wealth and abundance into my life. The Universe is Infinite and is all energy and WANTS to give you what you want.

I’d like to go back to learning to love yourself. This is something that will require patience, self-reflection and maybe an epiphany or two. Since we live in a hall of mirrors, and lessons from the Universe happen in cycles and don’t go away if we ignore them, we will encounter the same people and situations until that lesson is learned.

The faces of the people in my life would change, and I thought I was rid of the problem, but then the same behaviors would emerge, and I would be left in the same position as when I started.

I recommend writing down what you want in your life. And be brutally honest with yourself. No sugar-coating anything. Write down things about yourself that you would like to see improve; learning to say ‘no’, a diet change, how to stop overeating, learning to communicate better, to be more service-to-others, etc. and what you want to do about it. This is where the Law of Manifestation comes in. Ask the Universe/Your Guides/Your Higher Self for help in finding solutions to these things you want changed. Your questions will be answered in one way or another so keep an eye out; telepathic imprint, a dream or a sign somewhere or a numerical synchronicity are some of the ways I get information.

It helps to be persistent and genuine. If you don’t mean it, then it won’t manifest and the cycles will continue.

I am telling you right now that you are beautiful, that you are worthy of everything you have and want in your life, that you deserve the very best of everything, that it’s okay to take time for yourself (you’re no good to anyone exhausted, burned-out and jaded, take this from a healthcare worker who has experienced and sees it all the time), that it’s okay to say ‘no’ to people and situations (saying no with a loving intent is important).

Trust me, this isn’t easy, but at some point in your exploration of yourself and your genuine desire to be the best YOU you can be, you will create a life that is as good as it can possibly be here in The Matrix. Everything will fall into place when you seek to better yourself and love yourself. When you think positively about yourself, the Law of Manifestation does its thing and amazing things and synchronicities will happen to you and those around you. Plus learning to love yourself will REALLY piss off the Cabal. =]

Learning to love yourself is like riding a unicycle, it will require the lesson of managing balance in your life. Balancing time for yourself, time for others, time for work, time for exercise and so on. Once you get the hang of this, you will feel balanced.

Here are some of the ways that I learned to show myself love:


  • This one is free, I will sometimes just go running around the block if I can’t go hiking or feel like lifting weights. I remember when I felt the desire to start exercising more in general. I just started running around the block one day. I couldn’t run very far haha. But I kept going and kept doing it until I could run much much farther and longer than when I started. You don’t need to join a gym to exercise, there are many ways of doing this that can be found on YouTube.


  • This one is a spiritual-given, the effects of meditation on the mind are well-known and are definitely worth putting the time in for. Meditation reduces inflammation/stress in the body and I can tell you stress will come to your house and kill you in your sleep with no trace or mercy. There is a great documentary about stress and it’s probably one of the best tools the Cabal has to use against us.


  • Learning to treat your advance bio-electrical vehicle (your body) as a temple instead of a waste bin is a huge part of self-love. I recommend looking into a plant-based diet. The food you eat becomes your hair, nails, heart, lungs, eyes and other organs, so eating food with unpronounceable chemicals will result in your body turning into Frankenstein’s body…no bueno. It’s like putting sugar in the gas tank.


  • We are all slaves, there’s no doubt about that anymore, but if you have the ability, try to not work as hard or to take more breaks if possible. I know this isn’t viable for many people, but doing the best you can with what you have will help. The Law of Manifestation can be used to create better opportunities in your life. Sometimes they are totally unexpected and exactly what you need.

Time with Others

  • Allotting time for others is another skill that will develop as time goes on. Spending too much time with friends and others will result in you neglecting yourself and YOUR needs. Remember, this whole process and experience in the physical plane is all about YOU. Learning to say ‘no’, with love, will be something that needs to be implemented here.

Managing Emotions

  • Learning to manage emotions is something that can be tricky. Meditation will help with these greatly. When being brutally honest with one’s self, there can be some emotional turbulence. And possibly some severe turbulence. It’s important to let yourself experience the emotion that you are feeling and observe it. If you block it, it will be stored in your body and possibly manifest an illness or will come out at a most inconvenient time.
  • Did someone cause you to feel a certain way? What did the mirror (person) tell you? What are they trying to teach you? Ask yourself what this emotion/situation is trying to tell you. (Personally I talk to myself when I am experiencing a puzzling situation, since nothing is arbitrary or random, the Universe will guide you in various ways and situations and I will try to explain out loud to myself what that moment is trying to tell me.)


  • This is a huge point right here. As difficult as it sounds, it is infinitely important to learn to forgive yourself for things you have done and forgive others in your life for what they have done. Everyone plays a role in each other’s life, sometimes it’s positive, negative or neutral, either way it’s a lesson/experience.
  • Part of self-love is acknowledging that you have done things that weren’t at the best interest of others or yourself and transmuting these situations into lessons to learn from and make an effort not to repeat. This is about being kind to yourself and realizing the Universe is not judging you. YOU are your biggest critic, judge and jury. Forgiveness breaks cycles and everyone deserves it, even the Cabal, and ESPECIALLY YOU.

Believe it or not, it is possible to balance all of these things and aspects of physical reality so you have the best quality of life possible. You are the new-born baby, and you deserve it and much more.

Even if you don’t believe them yet, positive affirmations that will manifest the best life for you starting now are the following that I use and say out loud everyday, many times a day:

  • I am beautiful
  • I will always have everything I need when I need it
  • I will never be without what I need
  • I will always have money coming in
  • Those around me will have everything they need
  • I deserve to be happy and loved
  • I am grateful for everything in my life (helps to be specific; house/shower/car etc.)
  • I always manifest success and abundance
  • I am manifesting health, wealth and abundance
  • I will always be healthy
  • I love everything and everyone
  • Everything is one
  • I am you, you are me, we are one

Remember, the Cabal uses our manifesting abilities to create the reality THEY want, we can use this incredible power that each of you reading this has and use it to improve your life, yourself and the lives of others. Below is a video I use and meditate to. I repeat the affirmations he says along with visualizing what they mean to me.

So there it is, possible valuable advice from someone younger than the person reading this lol. I hope this information has helped someone, because even one person learning to love themselves in a world where the Cabal profits on our self-hate and misery is one big kick in their balls/lady balls and a score for humanity!

Much love everyone!

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David Wilcock Facebook Update

David Wilcock has posted an update on his Facebook page that goes into some information he will be releasing to the public in the near future in a couple of conferences that are coming up.

“Last night I got a HUGE burst of new intel from Pete Peterson about the Antarctic Atlantis. Much more specific detail that has clarified a bunch of topics, including UFO crashes from three different time periods that have all been found.

Pete was part of a team that has been working on an incredibly detailed analysis of these crashes for at least the last 30 years. The level of specifics is almost too much, since you are dealing with entire teams of scientists who did nothing but study these sites for years at a time.

Plans are definitely in place to reveal the whole thing to us. A negative ET group is also demanding a disclosure announcement in the very near future.

The battle between the Cabal and the Alliance is playing out in the US as the DoD (Alliance) versus the CIA and there are many mysteries in current events that can be explained.

We are definitely right on track for some major changes in everything we think we know. The Alliance would have done this regardless of who won the US 2016 election.

I have been very busy with new developments in my life that involve travel and many hours of work. All very positive and completely unexpected.

I feel it is very important to get this intel out before I speak at New Living Expo this weekend in San Francisco. I have a Sunday talk and a Monday post-conference event. This is only one of two events I have agreed to do this year despite almost daily requests for my presence at various conferences.

The new intel will definitely be shared at the event for my own protection even if I can’t get it all out before then. Right now I have to study for an Ancient Aliens taping that will consume the whole day and then I am off at 5AM on another trip that will knock out two more days.

You definitely do not want to miss this show if you are anywhere near San Francisco this weekend!

Synchronistically, as of the time of this writing David’s Facebook post has 333 likes:


That’s all for now and much love!

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Amazing Synchronicities Today

Yesterday 4/24 I decided I would visit the Japanese Friendship Garden we have here in Phoenix. I visited the Japanese Garden in Seattle and Portland in when I took trips there and they were just amazing. I knew we had one here but just hadn’t made the time to go.

The Universe must have heard me because I experienced a few amazing synchronicities which I will share with you here. Normally I don’t do posts about places I go or things I do but I got a lot of synchronicities that I couldn’t ignore and I knew I had to include here.

I decided I would take the light-rail to get there and when I arrived at the station I noticed that I would be getting on train number 108B, the significance being the number 108, which is a number I see quite often:


“Astronomically, there are 27 constellations in our galaxy, and each one them has 4 directions, and 27 * 4 = 108. In other words the number 108 covers the whole galaxy.

Sanskrit alphabet: There are 54 letters in the Sanskrit alphabet. Each has masculine and feminine, Shiva and shakti. 54 times 2 is 108.

Planets and Houses: In Vedic astrology, there are 12 houses and 9 planets. 12 times 9 equals 108.”

“Even the pre-historic monument Stonehenge is 108 feet in diameter.

The earth cycle is supposed to be of 2160 years = 20 x 108. The distance between the Earth and Sun is 108 times the diameter of the Sun. The diameter of the Sun is 108 times the diameter of the Earth. The distance between the Earth and Moon is 108 times the diameter of the Moon. The universe is made up of 108 elements according to ancient texts. The current periodic table claims a few more than 108.

There are 12 constellation and 9 arc segments. 9 times 12 equal 108. The 9 planets traveling through the 12 signs constitute the whole of existence. 9 x 12 = 108. The 27 nakshatras or lunar constellations spread over the 4 elements – fire, earth, air, water or the 4 directions – north, south, east, and west. This also constitutes the whole of existence. 27 x 4 = 108.”

The gas station across the street has a message for me also:


I took my time at the garden which was so beautiful and calming. It was really a small paradise in Phoenix. On my way back I was greeted with the return train being designated as number 144B, the significance of the number being 144, as many of you already know:

“There is a form of Gematria that basically uses multiples of 36. So, you have 36, 72, 108, 144, etc.

The number 144 and its harmonics 1440 and 144000 are connected to the Great Pyramid at Giza as well.

I work 144 hours a month. Three 12 hour shifts times 2 weeks equals 72, 72+72=144.

And to finish it off I saw this double whammy on the way back:


It was a great day and I hope to have more synchronistic posts for you all in the future!

Much love!

I just noticed that this particular blog post is number 10804…it never fails!


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Justice of Ma’at, George Bush Sr. to Remain in Hospital for a ‘Few More Days’

I thought I would do a separate update  with regard to one of the Unholy 4, George W. Bush Sr.’s, current stay in the hospital which has gone on for 10 days now.

(KAGS) “HOUSTON – President George H.W. Bush will remain in the hospital for observation after being treated for pneumonia.

Houston Methodist Hospital released the following statement Monday afternoon:

President George H.W. Bush continues to be in good spirits and is resting comfortably at Houston Methodist Hospital. Mr. Bush will remain in the hospital for a few more days of observation, and his medical team hopes to discharge him by the end of the week.”

By the end of the week? Today is Monday. That means he will have been in the hospital for 2 weeks if he is given discharge orders by Friday. The longer you stay in the hospital the more of a chance you have of contracting something really nasty. I see this a lot with patients that have longer stays in the hospital.

But that’s not really a bad thing in his case. Perhaps this will finally be the end for him on the physical plane and we will be able to move closer towards the final breakthrough.

Next up is Heinz Kissinger and then Dick Cheney.



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New Music Video to Enya’s ‘Wild Child’ in 432hz

After experiencing a pretty terrible day on 4/21, the details of which I won’t go over, but will just say that for one part of it there was some type of scalar attack going on, the worst one yet, I recovered and decided to balance it out with a beautiful video with footage I shot yesterday 4/22, on Earth day. I hope you enjoy it! Thank you and much love =]

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Situation Update from Cobra

We have an update from Cobra in regards to the current planetary situation. He again mentions the full force use of directed energy weapons on lightworkers/warriors and I would like to reluctantly share that I may have experienced such an attack yesterday. I felt more rage and anger than I have ever felt in my life and it was horrific.

I tore up my Earthing sheet and threw some other things around and really broke down. It is very embarrassing to share this as I have never been like this. It is just within the last month that I have experienced anger and rage beyond anything I’ve felt before. I always have pounding head aches after these episodes and I am always  moody for hours afterwards.

Although this is war and we must continue to push regardless of our current situation. I know we will win and we are closer than we have ever been. We can do it everyone, PTSD treatment for everyone after the Event!

Now that the Cabal could not trigger World War 3 directly: ,

they have turned to electronic warfare.

Aside from many times mentioned plasma scalar weapons, they are now using directed energy weapons to their fullest, targeting key Lightworkers and Lightwarriors in an obvious attempt to remove them from the surface of the planet, as the Lightworkers and Lightwarriors with the power of their unified consciousness are one of the main obstacles in Cabal’s plans to create global war.

Directed energy weapons are physical radio frequency, laser, microwave, sound or plasma beam weapons that can incapacitate the target:

These weapons are used by the Cabal agents worldwide, torturing a very important segment of civilian population:

Also, the Cabal has bribed many people from the general population to become unconscious co-perpetrators of those crimes against humanity. These sheeple are thinking that they are just spying on targets with a funny looking telescope, when in fact they are irradiating the target with a directed energy weapon:

How is it all possible?

A certain elite task force has begun removing key perpetrators of those crimes internationally. They „shoot first and ask questions later.“ They have issued a warning, stating that „anybody using a directed energy weapon against a civilian target, either knowingly or unknowingly, is committing a crime against humanity and may expect to be dealt with.“ They have also stated that an „international diplomatic and political scandal with far reaching consequences, exposing certain key people from the United States, responsible for use of those weapons against civilian population, may explode soon.“

Another source has stated that „the King has declared the opening of the hunting season.“ Regarding this statement from the „King“ it is interesting to note that George Bush Sr. has received a warning from Maat:

Last Monday, the Pleiadians have contacted top Russian military personnel about the directed energy weapons issue. If the attacks on the Lightworkers and Lightwarriors do not stop, the option now on the table is to disable key organizations perpetrating those crimes with a selective EMP strike or with another similar electronic warfare operation. The first two targets mentioned were DARPA and Raytheon.

Russian electronic warfare capabilities were tested on Tuesday, when Russian electronic warfare system Khibiny has successfully paralyzed NORAD across Alaska, as you can read in this partially correct report:

Here I need to say that while NORAD was down, the Pleiadians took certain action on the surface of the planet.

The following article was issued as a warning to negative factions within DARPA and US Air Force:

Also, power outages in San Francisco, LA and New York were NOT a coincidence:

Now it is of the utmost importance for all Lightworkers and Lightwarriors to invoke and anchor the Light as much as humanly possible, although I am fully aware that we are tested beyond limits. Here is a very good and effective example of how to do this:

The other extremely important thing is to awaken as many people as possible to the reality of directed energy weapons. The easiest way to do that is to make the following article viral through your blogs and your social networks:

Our unified awareness and consciousness will transmute this situation, as it has transmuted countless situations before.

Victory of the Light!

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Justice of Ma’at, George Bush Sr. Hospitalized

The moment I tried to post this article my internet went down and WordPress wouldn’t let me publish it:


Justice of Ma’at could be served again soon as news got out that one of the unholy 4 George Bush Sr. has been hospitalized. Of course it is played down as it always is with the higher-level politicians and others when they get hurt.

(Zero Hedge) “For the second time in four months, former President George H.W. Bush, 92, was readmitted to the hospital in Houston where he was treated earlier this year for pneumonia but “is going to be fine,” his spokesman said on Tuesday.

His office issued the following statement:

“President George H. W. Bush was admitted to Houston Methodist Hospital on Friday for observation due to a persistent cough that prevented him from getting proper rest. It was subsequently determined he had a mild case of pneumonia, which was treated and has been resolved.  President Bush is in very good spirits and is being held for further observation while he regains his strength.”

Here is a quote from Cobra’s blog in regards to these top Cabal people being taken out:

(2012 Portal) “Justice of Maat! After „tasting the medicine“, David Rockefeller, the head of the Rockefeller faction of the Cabal, had a heart failure and left the planet.

George Bush Sr., Henry Kissinger and Dick Cheney are expected to follow him relatively soon, in that particular order.

To summarize the situation in a meme:


Let’s see what happens!

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