Invitation to Mass Meditations on 11/11/18 at 11:11 AM EST and 2:00 PM EST! (Plus Promo Video)

For those who feel guided there will be two meditations on 11/11/18, one at 11:11 AM EST which will be a guided audio meditation (by the Prepare For Change team and others) that will help boost the power and effectiveness of the second meditation which will be live streamed from Washington D.C. at Disclosure Fest three hours later at 2:00 PM EST.

Audio-guided videos in English and various languages for the first mass meditation can be found in the playlist below:

The link to the second meditation which will be live streamed can be found below along with another link with more information about it:

More detailed information about the astrological alignments and numerological study of 11/11 can be found at the following link:

For the automatic time zone conversion for your location for the first meditation at 11:11 AM EST please visit the following link:

For the automatic time zone conversion for your location for the second meditation at 2:00 PM EST please visit the link below:

Scientific studies have proven the power of mass meditation on the planetary collective consciousness:

(The Way of Meditation)

“The results produced by temporary peace-creating groups (lasting weeks or months) have been consistently positive—with nearly immediate reductions in war deaths averaging better than 70%. In addition, the one peace-creating assembly that lasted for several years was accompanied by a history-transforming wave of peace around the world.

Reduced warfare in Lebanon: During days of high attendance at a group of peace-creating experts in Jerusalem,war deaths in neighboring Lebanon decreased by 76%. Increases in attendance at the peace-creating group also correlated strongly with reduced crime, traffic accidents, and fires, and with improved economic indicators.”

(Global Love Project)

“In 1993 a successful experiment was performed in Washington DC in America to demonstrate the effect of a large group of transcendental meditators on crime levels. Researchers predicted in advance that the calming influence of group meditation practice could reduce violent crime by over 20 percent in Washington, D.C., during an 8-week period in the summer of 1993.

In fact, the findings later showed that the rate of violent crime decreased by 23 percent during the June 7 to July 30 experimental period. The odds of this result occurring by chance are less than 2 in 1 billion.

This was a carefully controlled study. The demonstration project involved assembling in the D.C. area nearly 4,000 practitioners of Transcendental Meditation programs from 81 countries. The experiment was rigorously analyzed by a 27-member project review board composed of independent scientists and civic leaders who approved the research protocol and monitored the research process.”

To also quote the late hypnotherapist Dolores Cannon:

Image result for dolores cannon“The power of the mind has been stressed many times in my work. If one mind is powerful imagine the power of group mind – power that is not only multiplied, it is squared. The power of group mind can truly create miracles.”



We have the power to make this an epic meditation everyone! Hope to have you join in! Much love!

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TruthEarth Blog and The Event Promotional Videos

A wonderful lightworker Arbre Solaire has gone through the trouble of creating a humorous but informational promotional video for this blog:

I have also created a short informational promotional video about The Event that may be of interest to new comers of this blog:

And for those who would like a more in-depth explanation of this information you will find it in the video below:

Victory of the light!

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Current List of Mass Meditations Requested

Many mass meditations are available for those who are interested to participate in. The link to find them is below. They really do work and the more people that join in the more cumulative the effect is.


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410, Pi, Other Huge Synchronicities, Giza Pyramid Built as Monument to Jesus by Ra?

I apologize for the length of this post. I did a tremendous amount of research for this article and I am hoping I can get it all done in one post within the 2-hour library internet time limit. I would also mention here that discernment is advised here as I am just putting things together that might go together or they might not. It is up to you to decide.

After digging some more I have discovered that 410 appears in the measurements of some of the world’s most renown monuments. The Eiffel Tower in France is built to measure 410 feet on each side:


“..The tower is 324 metres (1,063 ft) tall, about the same height as an 81-storey building, and the tallest structure in Paris. Its base is square, measuring 125 metres (410 ft) on each side…”

Next is the year that the first horoscope was documented, 410 B.C.:

(University of Texas)

“…The oldest known horoscope was made for April 29, 410 BC; historically, this is the true beginning of astrology…”

Of course this was probably already a regular practice in certain circles before this time but this is what I found when I was digging for information about this.

The next instance of the number 410 appearing was in the dimensions of the second pyramid next to the Great Pyramid which was called the Pyramid of Khafre which measured each side at 410 royal cubits, which was a unit of measure used during that time:

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When I went to look more into this information I found that the beings that created the Great Pyramid, Ra, using thought, manifested many foundational principles of mathematics, sacred geometry, astronomy, astrology and a prophetic timeline including the birth and death of Christ into the design of the pyramid. What makes this so interesting was that this pyramid was created thousands of years before the birth of Jesus. Of course we know that the Ra group is beyond time and space and they are able to see and alter the future. It is also interesting to note that Jesus was apparently initiated in this pyramid.

(Law of One)

3.11  Questioner: Was the pyramid then built by the mutual action of many of your people?

Ra: I am Ra. The pyramids which we thought/built were constructed from thought-forms created by our social memory complex.”

(Divine Cosmos)

“…It may come as a great surprise to many readers that a complete timeline for the evolution of humanity spanning the last 4000 years and extending 1000 more into the future, is written, in stone, directly into the internal passages of the Great Pyramid. This is not written in words, but rather through the use of a comprehensive numerological system…”

(Divine Cosmos)

‘”…Shortly after finding Hoagland’s work, David found “The Great Pyramid Decoded” by Peter Lemesurier. This book also had a profound effect on him as he realized the full scope of technology and knowledge in design that was implemented in the Pyramid’s construction.

It also detailed how a language of mathematical symbolism was used to create a timeline for major events in human civilization, which had already shown extreme accuracy in the past, such as in the birth of Jesus and the timing of world wars, and continued on into the future, prophesying major spiritual changes ahead…”

When I was digging into this further I found bible passages which suggest that Christ was supposed to be the cornerstone which could apply to the Great Pyramid:

(Prophecy Analysis)

“Did you never read in the Scriptures, The Stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner: this is the Lord’s doing, and it is marvelous in our eyes” (Matthew 21:42).  “Jesus Christ Himself being the chief corner stone; in whom all the building fitly framed together unto an holy temple in the Lord: in whom ye also are builded together for an habitation of God through the Spirit” (Ephesians 2:20-22).

Christ is referred to in these passages as the “Chief Corner Stone.”  He is the Stone which the builders rejected, and is yet to become “the head of the corner,” that is the head of that pyramid [meaning the capstone, or top, of the pyramid] representing His Kingdom here upon earth, which kingdom is now imminent.”

We see 410 appear within similar verses having to do with Christ being the cornerstone:

(Bible Gateway) Acts 4:10-11

“10 Be it known unto you all, and to all the people of Israel, that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom ye crucified, whom God raised from the dead, even by him doth this man stand here before you whole.

11 This is the stone which was set at nought of you builders, which is become the head of the corner.”

While looking more into this on YouTube I found a video that was talking about all of this, and during the video on page 4 of 10 the woman was sharing information about Christ being the cornerstone:


I have been suggesting now for a while that the number 410, which is the gematria value of ‘Christ’, is a keystone/capstone number. It is a HUGE number in metaphysics and it appears throughout major historical events. It is EVERYWHERE. It is a missing key number, now being uncovered. I have now written over 130+ synchronicity reports detailing these discoveries.

Edgar Cayce’s readings provides some great information in this connection:


“…Question put to Cayce: You will please give at this time detailed information regarding the origin, purpose and prophecies of the Great Pyramid of Gizeh near Cairo, Egypt.

Yes. In the information as respecting the pyramids, their purpose in the experience of the peoples, in the period when there was the rebuilding of the priest … some 10,500 before the coming of the Christ into the land, there was first that attempt to restore and to add to that which had been begun on what is called the Sphinx, and the treasure or storehouse facing same, between this and the Nile, in which those records were kept by Arart and Araaraart in the period.

Then, with Hermes and Ra (those that assumed or took up the work of Araaraart) there began the building of that now called Gizeh, with which those prophecies that had been in the Temple of Records and the Temple Beautiful … [went into] the building of this [pyramid] that was to be the hall of the initiates of that sometimes referred to as the White Brotherhood.

This, then, receives all the records from the beginnings of that given by the priest, Arart, Araaraart and Ra, to that period when there is to be the change in the earth’s position and the return of the Great Initiate … All changes that came in the religious thought in the world are shown there, in the variations in which the passage through same is reached … These are signified by both the layer and the color in what direction the turn is made…”

In this same pyramid did the Great Initiate, the Master [Jesus], take those last of the Brotherhood degrees with John, the forerunner of Him, at that place. As is indicated [in the pyramid] in that period where entrance is shown to be in that land that was set apart, as that promised to that peculiar peoples, as were rejected [Israelites] – as is shown [in the pyramid] in that portion when there is the turning back from the raising up of Xerxes [the Antichrist] as the deliverer from an unknown tongue or land, and again is there seen that this occurs in the entrance of the Messiah in this period – 1998…”

The way Cayce spoke while giving these readings is a bit difficult to understand, but if I am reading this correctly, which I might not be, he is saying that not only was Jesus initiated within the Great Pyramid, which Cayce mentions was thought/built by Ra, but that he is confirming that the prophetic information contained within the measurements of the Great Pyramid state that along with the intense Earth changes will the “Return of the Great Initiate” (AKA Second Coming) take place.

I found all of this very interesting because some time ago before I moved I suggested the idea that the entire city of Phoenix was built to house the Second Coming and that Ra was involved, among countless other synchronicities:

The original Phoenix flag featured a ‘Sun Bird’, which closely resembles descriptions of Ra:


“The first official flag, adopted in 1921, featured a dark gray phoenix with its wings stretched out and its head facing the fly on a blue field. The phoenix was pictured rising from flames above a yellow and black torse.  A yellow sun and 48 rays were featured behind the central figure.

The number of rays could reflect that the state of Arizona was the 48th state admitted to the Union in 1912. A white ribbon below the featured design contained the wording “City of Phoenix Arizona”.

Phoenix 1921

We know Ra is also known as the Sun God of Egypt and Phoenix is also referred to as the ‘Valley of the Sun’:


Sacred at Heliopolis, the phoenix was a mythological bird based on the wingtail or the heron. It was specially attached to Ra God because it seemed to mimic the sun rising from the water when it took flight. Its Egyptian name (for “phoenix” I is Greek) was bennu, which was derived from a word meaning “to shine” or “to rise.”

It was depicted with a long straight beak, graceful body, long legs, and two lengthy feathers falling from the back of its head. In the Coffin Texts the dead person viewed himself as rising like the phoenix: “I am that great phoenix that is in Annu, the supervisor of all that exists.”

The Phoenix also has an attached meaning to Jesus:


“In the historical record, the phoenix “could symbolize renewal in general as well as the sun, time, the Empire, metempsychosis, consecration, resurrection, life in the heavenly Paradise, Christ, Mary, virginity, the exceptional man, and certain aspects of Christian life”.[3]

If Ra was intelligent and powerful enough to build the Great Pyramid as a monument to Jesus and to accurately foretell his birth and death, along with several other events in human history, why wouldn’t they do it again, except with an entire city, filled with incredible synchronicities? Wouldn’t that be EPIC? This is just what I found when I was discovering all of these synchroncities as I traveled around the city. Lots of 410, lots of 144 and other personal connections to so many things.

For instance, the apartments I lived in had an address of 13610. If you plug in the number 1111 into Pi, 13610 appears exactly 11 digits over:


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The gematria value of ‘The Blue Avians’ is 1111:

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And 1111 appeared on a telephone pole at the entrance of the hospital I worked at and was also born at:


I was asked to play the piano for an unveiling of a beautiful blue-winged piece of art which represented the Thunderbird (name of the hospital) which resembled the colors of Ra:


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The address of the church that was right across the street from my apartment (at 13610) was 5250, which was what you get when you plug in my birth year into Pi:



I would like to supplement this with some more incredible gematria values having to do with the Second Coming, my birthday (410) and the Great Pyramid. Incredibly, the bible verse having to do with Christ being the cornerstone, has a gematria value of 13610:


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We know 288 takes position 33 in Pi:



If we enter my full birthday plus ‘Return of Christ’ we get 162 using the biblically-derived cipher we get 162, which is the position for 410 in Pi:



We get the same value of 162 for the words ‘The Second Coming of Christ The Great Pyramid’:


We get a 410 when we enter in my birthday and ‘Return of Jesus Christ’:


More Jesus-related things continue to appear through various sources. Benjamin Fulford’s latest intel report had Jesus Christ in the title:


Cobra just posted an article talking about how Jesus was taught about Archons:


Here’s another thought, how epic would it be if Jesus had been born and preparing for his role this entire time on this planet? And fighting evil along side all of the other lightworkers? And that when the time came people people would realize they had been living and working with him this entire time?

I would also add that these discoveries came right after I had asked a couple of extraterrestrials during a lucid dream if I could have more signs and synchronicities to help me confirm whether or not I am supposed to play the role of Jesus (or have been the entire time without knowing it).

This might be why I am having these awful dreams where I am experiencing horrific abuse in body of children who are victims of the things we hear about. It would explain why I have had to experience everything I have gone through, to see how the people of this world live so that the situation could be fully understood.

These are just my theories and thoughts of course. And this is everything I am being guided to include here. My 2 hours is almost up! Much love all!

PS upon my finding all of these amazing connections I found that the day 11/13/18 I believe was 10,444 days since my birth:

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Contact with Human-Looking Extraterrestrials in Lucid Dream

So the other night I unintentionally experienced a lucid dream where I was gifted a visit from some human-looking extraterrestrials. It was a lot of fun and they were very kind. If you saw them walking down the street you wouldn’t know they were from another planet. Here is the dream as I wrote it after it happened.

November 13th, 2018 0300 AM

“Lucid dream where it was night time and I was hanging out with my extraterrestrial friends. I became lucid after fighting off some negative entities with love. They should know by now what I can do.

Anyways I became lucid and tried to make it day time but that didn’t work. I have done it before. But this time it was supposed to be dark. So I flew around a couple of times, the trick is to believe you can do it. I remember being in my house which was different than my RV and I don’t know where we were. I think the desert but I am not sure.

Then I remember running through the door really fast and going straight through it and starting to fly around. How exhilarating! Then I found myself hanging out with three extraterrestrial friends in a regular car. We were driving around and then we drove off a cliff and then we were flying around in it, Harry potter style.

Then I asked them where they were from, one guy in the backseat next to me told me but I didn’t hear him properly, he spelled it like PE or something, and I didn’t hear the other guy who was driving. There was a woman with white hair in the passenger seat that didn’t say anything that was there for a short time and then she was gone.

I asked them if they could give me some more signs and synchronicities to tell me for sure if I am really supposed to play the role of Jesus because I am still not sure. I told them I understand if they couldn’t tell me now if they were sworn to secrecy, they didn’t say anything. But shortly after I made my request I woke up. The view from flying in the car was amazing. Truly magical. And it took all of our belief to make it happen. We manifested it together.

And they were human-looking ETs. The one in the backseat with me had short dark hair, he was slim and handsome and the guy in the front had dirty blond hair. They were both very cool!

I don’t know their names but I won’t forget this experience. It was nice to stretch my legs.

I wasn’t going to leave in the part about Jesus but I was guided to include it. This is everything for now everyone much love!

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More Huge 410, Pi and Other Synchronicities

As is usual with these epic Dark Nights of Soul I am guided to more synchronicities, information and knowledge especially related to the number 410 and Pi. This time is no different and I will be sharing some interesting things that I have been divinely-guided to.

The first is today’s bible verse which features Pi and the number 33 in the verse number:


Next is the information I was guided to when looking into Edgar Cayce’s readings in regards to the second coming. Interestingly, the first page on Google was exactly what I needed. It was a page which featured some of Edgar Cayce’s predictions about the second coming. And what was amazing was the address of the location where this reading took place:

“This physic reading was given by Edgar Cayce at the home of Mr. and Mrs. T. Mitchell Hastings, 410 Park Avenue, New York City”

So here the number 410 appears yet again in relation to Jesus. Here is what I found interesting within the reading. (Of course discernment advised at all times)


“…2001 A.D.: The shift of the magnetic poles of the Earth associated with Second Coming of Christ

…5.  First, then: There is soon to come into the world a body; one of our own number here that to many has been a representative of a sect, of a thought, of a philosophy, of a group, yet one beloved of all men in all places where the universality of God in the earth has been proclaimed, where the oneness of the Father as God is known…”

I really liked one person’s perspective on the second coming, because it was more realistic and not so wild sounding. It is interesting to note that Cayce gave the following reading on June 28th which was also the date of my last day of work at the hospital:


“…Cayce also spoke of Jesus’ return and here is an excerpt on that subject. On June 28, 1932, gave the following reading where he revealed the world at the time was about to enter the Tribulation (test period) which is a reference to World War II:

(Q) “He (Jesus) said he would come again. What about his second coming?” (A) The time no one knows. Even as he gave, not even the Son himself. Only the Father. Not until his enemies — and the earth — are wholly in subjection to his will, his powers.” (Q) “Are we entering the period of preparation for His coming?” (A) “Entering the test period, rather.”

Although Cayce mentioned nobody knows the exact date of Jesus’ return, Cayce did predict in another reading that Jesus would return in the year of 1998. Critics who are not familiar with the Cayce readings have declared Cayce wrong on this prediction because 1998 has come and gone; and Jesus has not appeared. Some of these critics wrongly expect Jesus to appear in the sky with a chorus of angels while dead bodies crawl out of their graves on the Last Day.

But this false notion of the Resurrection of the Dead is the result of a misunderstanding of Jesus’ secret teachings of reincarnation — the true meaning of bodily resurrection — and how to be liberated from it (spiritual resurrection).

According to Cayce, it won’t be the second time Jesus returns to earth — but it is one of many past lives Jesus experienced. So it is more logical, and more realistic, for Jesus to return the same way as he did in his previous lifetimes — through childbirth. For this reason, I believe Jesus has already returned in 1998 just as Cayce foresaw; and this means that Jesus is currently living on earth as a young adult…”

I’ve also found a connection as to what Jesus actually looked like during his time here back then. Cayce and Dolores Cannon describe him the same way:

(Dolores Cannon)

“During the year that I worked with my young subject Katie, who relived her previous life as an Essene master named Suddi, much information came through our sessions that shed an enormous amount of light on the teachings and miracles performed by Jesus.

“…Jesus was slightly taller than the average man of the time, very slender, and of a “fine mold.” His hair was a light reddish-blond, and he had a short beard. He had piercing grey eyes.

(Lab of Evolution)

“…The Master’s hair is ‘most red, inclined to be curly in portions, yet not feminine or weak, STRONG, with heavy piercing eyes that are blue or steel-gray…”

The next bit of Jesus-related information I was guided to was a book called ‘Secret Journey to Planet SERPO’, which was the alleged exchange program our government organized in secret with the beings that crash landed in Roswell. I had already read all of the releases on the Project Serpo website some years ago but the book jumped out at me  at the library and I knew I had to read it again.

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The the Eben’s (the name the government gave the beings, short for ‘Extraterrestrial Biological Entity’) gave us this book called the ‘Yellow Book’, which was exactly how Corey Goode described the little ‘smart glass-pad’ looking tablet he used. Apparently the Ebens had a long history with Earth and its people (among many other ETs of course) and this book apparently suggests that Jesus was one of their people:

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Of course who really knows for sure what the connection might be there. That will probably be something we have to wait for when Full Disclosure happens. It is still thought-provoking though.

I know it is that time of year in the United States but Jesus-related things are almost always thrown at me on a daily basis in one way or another all year round. This included seeing a magazine at the store the other day while I was in line which was the birth of Jesus:

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I have also been guided to another TV show which featured a young man who played a modern day Jesus. The show is called ‘The Tomorrow People’ and it’s about these people who are born with ascended abilities who are captured by an evil secret government organization called ‘Ultra’ (strong reference to MK Ultra) which captures these people, implements horrific trauma-based mind-control techniques to control them and uses them to hunt other people with similar abilities. (Just like Corey Goode talked about). It’s a big disclosure bomb for sure and I might do an analysis on it when I get my laptop running again.

Anyways I was surprised when I saw that the last episode was called ‘Son of Man’ which is another name used to reference Jesus. The main character who is a young male with very powerful ascended abilities goes head-to-head with this evil organization. I won’t share the ending in case those reading this want to watch it. It’s on Netflix as of the time of this writing.

Towards the last episode the young man who ends up playing a modern Jesus uses his abilities in a giant evil machine created by Ultra. I recognized the design immediately as a depiction of DaVinci’s Vitruvian Man, which has been rumored to represent the perfect man (AKA possibly Jesus), in addition to being a very important occult symbol (one of many) called ‘Squaring the Circle’ which represents the unification of Spirit (circle) and Physical (square):

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I tried to take the following screenshots on my iPhone so I apologize if they aren’t the best looking, but you should be able to see the man (obviously) and the circle and the square around it. This machine used the abilities of this young man who is supposed to be Jesus to manifest a portal to another world (there is more to this but I won’t give it away in case someone wants to watch this). It’s a pretty good show BTW.

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And last but not least the number 410 appeared within this new house we are going to be moving to soon. I didn’t know how this number was going to manifest but I had a feeling it might:

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We even see some interesting gematria values when we type in ‘Second Coming of Christ’ into the gematria calculator:


Above we see the number 265 using a cipher which assigns a number to every 11th letter. 265 is the amount of days remaining after April 10th (my birthday):


And then we see 1314 which contains Pi. So here we see these magic numbers appearing once again:

Amazingly, today’s date November 10th = 11/10 happens to be the 314th day of the year, so here we see Pi appear once again (and don’t forget today’s bible verse = Exodus 33:14):


1110 is also the gematria value of several words and phrases related to Jesus in addition to appearing on a receipt some time ago:






This is everything I am being guided to share at this time. Thanks for checking this out everyone and I wish all of you much love as always ❤

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REMINDER: 11/11 Meditations Tomorrow (With Details)

Just sending out a friendly reminder to invite those of you who feel guided to join in the 11/11 meditations that will be happening tomorrow. I have all of this information in a stickied post on the front page of my blog also.

Cobra has mentioned the meditations:

Justin from Stillness in the Storm was also nice enough to promote it:

And Shem from Discerning the Mystery has also promoted it:

Including others from the Prepare for Change team who helped us create this meditation along with Timothy from Gateway to Victory who helped initiate it:

For the automatic time zone conversion for your location for the first meditation at 11:11 AM EST please visit the following link:

For the automatic time zone conversion for your location for the second meditation at 2:00 PM EST please visit the link below:

Here is the audio guided playlist for the first meditation:

And the link to the livestream for the second meditation at Disclosure Fest:

Let’s do our best here everyone! Much love!

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Synchronicity Report, Prophetic Dreams, More Dark Nights

Since my laptop is not working I will try to compile this information into one post. I am going to be journaling in this post and I will be very upfront about things so if that is not something someone is interested in then they are free to disregard this post. I am doing this at the library in town.

Today I was guided to wear all white. I’d be more smiley but Dark Nights of the Soul take a toll on the soul. I also dropped my contact lens holder and both contacts fell out and I had to put two new ones in (they fell out near the toilet, yuck). Even though I was mad, I think this symbolized a ‘new or fresh perspective’:

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Just before I left today

The first thing was my prophetic dream where I saw Cobra’s latest post (which ended up being two words, ‘Delta Option’) shortly before he posted it (the 08:15 is AM):



Although I know a lot of people are getting prophetic information in their dreams, I just wanted to share this since this is what I am guided to do.

Now I would like to share a dream where, once again, ‘they’ are showing me being Jesus. (I don’t really believe it but I will share it nonetheless) The story in the dream leading up to this scene is rather funny actually:

November 4th 2018 07:11 AM

“So I had a dream where I had just come on shift at the hospital. A bunch of us were just getting ready by the elevators when all of the sudden one of the new girls says she’s going to throw up.

She tries to run for a trash can but doesn’t make it and throws up on us. It went all over me…everywhere. So some of us tried to order some temporary scrubs for her. I remember saying I will just go home and change.

So I got outside and take a picture of myself for keep’s sake lol. And when I examined the photo I looked at myself wearing a white robe and a golden circle above my head (halo). It was a photo that was of me but I was really small. I went to zoom in. It looked like Jesus. Then I found this chart that showed that those with a golden circle (halo) above their head was something a monk would have.

It was towards the top of the list I was looking at, indicating a sliding scale level of achievement. I was just reading about this in Dolores Cannon’s book ‘Jesus and The Essenes’ where people in Qumran community wore white as the ultimate achievement, they were the elders.”

Here is the passage that I was reading from ‘Jesus and The Essenes’ the night before:

(Avalon Library)

“…Like the colour grey, it is for the young students. The colour green, they are a seeker. They are above the students’ level. They have finished that which everyone must learn, but they are still seeking more. They are still recently admitted. Their soul still thirsts for knowledge. They are still a student, but they are not a master. And there are the blue, which is the master. And there is the white which is the elder.

Dolores: Then when they get through studying, they will go away again. Did they choose these colours for a reason?

S: The blue shows a lot of the inner peace. It is almost up to the level of the white. The white is the ultimate in attainment. You are at total rest and have achieved all that must be achieved. The blue is just one step below this, if this is to be understood…”

Here is the best representation of the photo that I could make from the dream. The background wasn’t a galaxy, it was just dark outside and not a lot was visible, but I thought the galaxy would look nice:

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I had another dream this morning which included the presence of Plato. I had another dream recently where Plato actually appeared and on a plaque below him it read “The P in Ph.D has arrived”. I am still unsure of what these particular dreams mean. In this latest dream I just saw Plato’s name in regular text in front of me and then a date in the same regular text appeared after that which I think was 11/11/18:

November 8th 2018, 04:03 AM

“Woman moved into new spiritually-rich house, saw Plato’s name and the date she moved into the house was the same date when he died. It looked like 11/11/18 I think, it was kind of creepy in some parts, morbid. The entire interior was nature (grass, trees, etc.) No carpet. She was a friend and teacher. She spoke French and another friend I used to work with was there.”

I found an interesting synchronicity which came from one of QAnon’s most recently posts. They posted a bible verse, which happened to have some connections to the magic number 410 and Pi:


If we see the 16:13 as military time it would be 4:13 which is Pi backwards. And if we enter this verse into the gematria calculator we get 205 using the biblically-derived cipher, which is half of 410:



Another special verse they gave me during this Dark Night was the following:

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The gematria value of this verse is 1611, the year the King James Bible was published:


This number appears occasionally in the most amazing ways. Just recently I found it on a little heater my mom let me use:

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Now I’d like to share the journaling part. I’m gonna be totally open here. After my laptop broke I thought it was over for me. I thought about how I had lost my career in medicine, I spent almost a third of my life working in a hospital, I was sure that was what I was always going to do, even though I hated it. I was good at it. And then the wage garnishment started which brought my income down to the point where I couldn’t afford my bills anymore.

Then I gave away all of my things, then I had to move in with my brother and his wife, which was also humiliating. Then I had to move in with my mom. I love my mom but I’ve learned living together does not work very well. And this has been the case, although she and my step-dad have been very kind to me. Despite the kindness I have experienced from them and from those reading this, the situation still feels very undignified. I was totally independent and now I have to depend on others. It is one of the worst feelings for someone like me.

During this latest Dark Night (don’t most people only just go through one of two of these in a lifetime?? It is happening almost every week or so now..) like all the others I felt like I wanted to die. This is what happens when someone goes through this. This process does not allow for any kind of help or alleviation of the sequence of events which leads to its conclusion. Those who have been through this will already know this.

And many times I consider leaving the physical plane (taking my life) using my medical training (which I would rather not share). I know the quickest and most painless way to go. But I have learned that ‘they’ will not let me die. ‘They’ will not allow me to leave the physical plane. I have learned this from a few near-death experiences years ago (drug deal gone bad and an overdose from ecstasy.)

And when I went to purchase the things I would need to do this I was blocked about 4 times with the same message:

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So then it became clear that not only do I have to continue to experience these Dark Nights and come out of them, but I must remain here on Earth until my mission is over, whatever that happens to look like. Another strange thing that happened was that when I was visualizing how I was going to pull this off the number 33 kept appearing as part of the scene where I was. It was like a watermark, and I couldn’t get rid of it.

Then earlier this morning while I was trying to visualize this again ‘they’ added some metallic cuffs to my arms so I couldn’t do what I wanted to do. I also felt that ‘they’ began to raise my vibration in my body and blocked me from visualizing this any further.

I think it’s important to be able to share these kinds of experiences and emotions publicly because I know many people are going through hell and they feel like they can’t talk about it because people will think less of them. But in reality, we are all traumatized from living here and everyone needs to be able to express themselves without worrying about being judged. Which is why I share these things openly. It’s the same with sex. The only way to make it more publicly-accepted is to just talk about it openly.

I am still not in the best mood but I am feeling much better than before. I believe this was ‘them’ doing work on me somehow. All I want is for all of this to be over. I’m sure many can relate with this but my soul is tired. I feel old, and I want to move on already.

This is everything for now, I hope I have not scared anyone away, but I felt like these things had to be written, perhaps someone else is experiencing this and they need to know someone else is going through it. Feeling alone is not fun. Love you all.



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FYI: Laptop Currently Not Working, Possible Hard Drive Failure, Can’t Make Videos

So I am not sure if this was a hack or if it is a natural hard drive failure (both are possible), even though the laptop itself is only a year and three months old. I have read that Windows 10 kills hard drives after getting ‘routine’ updates. So either situation is possible.  I am not 100% sure what to think of it but for the time being I will not be able to make any more videos. I am currently posting this at the library in town. I can’t afford to diagnose and fix it or replace it so for the time being it is toast.

This happened a few days ago but I have been unable to post anything to due to not having access to another computer.

The timing is suspicious considering I was in the process of making the meditation videos for this upcoming 11/11 meditation.

Much love all.




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More Big 410/Pi Synchronicities

‘Tis the season right? Meaning, we are living in prophesied times. So it seems that ‘they’ are deeming it the right time to synchronistically guide me to bible verses. The most recent and crazy one is derived from a number they have been showing me for the past few days now = 1213. So I said okay guys what does this mean.

So I decide to dig, into bible territory of course, because that’s been the theme. And I found some pretty wild stuff.

The Greek word for ‘believe/believing’ is πιστευσηι (which begins with the Greek letter Pi I might add). The gematria value of this word is 1213.


According to Strong’s Concordance (an index and translation of every word of the King James Bible from 1890) This word is number 4100. So here we see the number 410 appear yet again, along with Pi of course. Here is a further explanation of the meaning of this word:


1213 is also the gematria value of the Greek word ‘Archangel’ (αρχαγγελου):


And 1213 is the gematria value in Hebrew of the following bible verse, which has 33 letters in it:

Psalms 62:7 “In God is my salvation and my glory the rock of my strength and my refuge is in God”

עַל־ אֱ֭לֹהִים יִשְׁעִ֣י וּכְבֹודִ֑י צוּר־ עֻזִּ֥י מַ֝חְסִ֗י בֵּֽאלֹהִֽים


And if we reverse the verse number 62:7 = 726, this takes position 288 in Pi:


And we know 288 in Pi takes position 33:


If we reverse the number 1213 = 3121 and look up the meaning for this number on the Angel’s Numbers website we see that is was posted on 8/21. This was an epic number that I just did a couple of posts about:


This is everything for now, much love all ❤


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