Being Guided to Share Chopin’s Revolutionary Étude

So this may or may not mean anything, I will let everyone decide for themselves what to think. Discernment advised! Sometimes I will find myself going into autopilot/day dream mode and suddenly snap out of it and notice myself humming a song I hadn’t thought of in years. It takes a little time to figure out what song it is because sometimes it’s a song from the 90s or 2000s, something I haven’t thought of in years. Some of them are absolutely hilarious and some are serious, it just depends on the message the higher ups want to send.

Just now the same thing happened and I started humming Chopin’s Étude Op. 10, No. 12, also known as the ‘Revolutionary Étude’ which was appeared around the same time as the November Uprising in 1831. I recall suddenly humming this piece recently before this but don’t remember when. The piece is exceptional at communicating the dynamics of such a situation

I’m not sure why this particular piece has manifested in this way but perhaps it is telling of something to come.

“…These findings were compared with the Sun’s 11-year sunspot cycle. The results showed that as the Sun cycle peaked, there was a rise in human unrest, uprisings, rebellions, revolutions, and wars between nations. As Wheeler further compared his findings with human history, he found a startling pattern that could be traced back 2,500 years…”

https://www.feelguide.com/2015/03/17/severe-geomagnetic-storm-flares-causing-widespread-sleep-disturbances-othe-human-health-effects/

I’m learning that there are reports of large amounts of people walking off the job at certain airline companies, possibly, but most likely due to the vaccine mandate, and this is causing over 1,000+ flight delays:

https://abc7chicago.com/travel/southwest-cancels-over-1k-flights-amid-nationwide-problem/11108650/

Here in Prescott there have been more than one occasion where I’ve seen protestors out and about with signs regarding their stance on vaccine mandates. Some of them are/were hospital staff which were protesting near our local hospital Yavapai Regional Medical Center.

Time will tell what will unfold but it seems that the more the Cabal pushes for these mandates, the more they will wake people up and speed up their own demise, ultimately leading to The Event.

Thanks for checking this out everyone, I wish you all much love and light!

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Possible Prophetic Cobra Post Dreams & Other Interesting Dreams Including Adventure Dream

For those who are interested there are a few dreams I will be sharing here. As always discernment is advised with everything you read here. Last night was filled a series of dreams which I wrote down. There is a total of five of them and two seem to be dreams about possible upcoming Cobra posts. The others had a school theme which occurs regularly, indicating a learning/teaching situation in either the dream or waking world. I’ve learned the dreams are not always of a personal nature but sometimes have a dual purpose by being messages for others as well:

As usual I never know if these dreams will come true so it is always a leap of faith to post them before they happen.

The next dream seemed to indicate an important opportunity coming up:

October 15th, 2021 06:24 AM

Important opportunity dream. So I remember being on this school bus and I think I was in healthcare. There was another gentleman, a young guy, who was there for something else I think.

I think he was in school for something else but wanted to fulfill his dream by creating a kids singalong teaching session.

Eventually he showed me his song and how he wanted it to be. It was all done up nice and had a nice finish to it. It was like illustrated sheet music.

He was trying to show me how a specific word and part of the song would go. I thought it was sound great!

Then I think the bus was stationary, maybe we were at a school or something but we were still in what I think was a bus.

Someone important from a kids publishers company of some kind walked in, the exact person he needed to get his idea off the ground. It was divine intervention and he had an opportunity to make his dream a reality.

But I woke up before this interaction took place. I seemed to be just be there to witness this and perhaps encourage this guy to take a leap of faith to pitch his idea to this gentleman who was exactly who he needed to talk to to make it happen.

The next dream seemed to be some kind of adventure dream which occurred at my old elementary school:

October 15th, 2021 11:03 AM

Great adventure dream. I remember being in a what was my old elementary school and I think I was with someone but don’t recall now.

I remember going into a small room and locking the door and thinking or talking to someone about something when suddenly a vehicle, which I think was like a blue Ford Taurus, materialized above us in mid-air.

I had no fear of this situation and I saw a woman was in the driver’s seat. I got up there and opened the door and tried to gently ease her down to the ground.

She had a young son with her. She was expectedly distraught and when I went to open the door to the small room the little boy jolted out into the rush of the other children which were scurrying through the hallway.

We freaked out and tried to get him back. I remember calling out for a little girl’s name, Ingrid, and the boy’s name which I dont’ recall now.

We were perplexed as we didn’t know what was happening and how the woman and child had gotten there in the first place. And we were worried someone would notice us. I don’t remember much else actually.

In the other final dream I was telling a woman all about advanced technology which already exists. Since this dream is shorter I won’t write it out:

I’m not sure why all of these dreams occurred this morning and today but maybe they will be part of a bigger synchronicity somehow.

For those who are interested to know I recently went to the ER due to a decaying tooth which has finally been causing a lot of trouble recently, pain mostly. Interestingly when I got the ER the guy at the front was also named Jonathan so I took this as a synchronicity. While sitting and waiting to be seen I think there was an attack from the dark as I felt a sudden pain go across my heart and left shoulder. Then I felt a strange lower intestinal/pelvic pain. Neither pain happened again after that or even before this. I’ve noticed when I try to help myself or ask for help there are attacks from the darkness in various forms. Surely these piles of donkey manure have something better to do with their time?

In any case, thanks for checking this out everyone and I wish you all much love and light!

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Wolf Spirit Animal/Solar Flare Synchronicities/Cobra Dream Synchronicity

What I am going to share here might seem pretty hard to believe but it is truth as I understand it. Of course people are free to believe what they wish and I encourage others to make up their own minds about what they read here.

Yesterday was one of the best days I’ve had in a long time. Then night before (October 7th to the 8th) I had a dream which was amazing, although I didn’t write it down so I don’t recall all of the details. But basically there was this immense sense of eternal peace. It was absolutely incredible and I was so grateful to be able to experience it.

In the dream I was in some kind of a large lobby I think and there were people there doing various things and I remember walking a path through this place and then outside I believe. It was very tranquil and I think there may have been more meaning here but the biggest thing was the beautiful phenomenon of pure peace. There was no negativity, there was no trauma being triggered, it was all gone and it felt like the future was absolute bliss and positive.

Then I woke up from the dream and much to my amazement the eternal peace stayed with me for the rest of the day. I was in sync with divine perfection and there was no worry about the future or anything. It was just a calm and balanced peace which was indescribable. I remember thinking that if this was what we are going to experience at some point when the Galactic Superwave hits us or perhaps some other energetic event of some kind, then it will be the best days of our lives because all negativity was just not in my mind. It reminded me of this video from another lightworker:

https://oceanoflove.info/2020/10/10/the-best-is-yet-to-come/

I don’t know if this has anything to do with it but I planted one of my two cintamani stones near-by on October 7th I believe.

So on to the next part of this synchronicity. I walked to the store yesterday, October 8th, and got some things and realized that I was going to checkout at 3:33 PM (15:33 in 24-hour time) and this is what reflected on my receipt. This was totally unintentional, which is the nature of synchronicities. You don’t have to try to make them happen, they just happen:

When I glanced at the cashier’s wrist I saw that he had what looked like a wolf on his bracelet and I asked him about it. He said yes it was a wolf and he was describing that it was made of recycled bottles or something to that effect:

I told him that was my spirit animal and he said it was his also! The inside of the bracelet features a quote from a story, “the one you feed”, which was featured in Disney’s ‘Tomorrowland’ movie:

Basically the story is about two wolves that are always fighting, one is darkness and despair, and the other is hope and positivity. Which wolf wins? And the answer is the one you feed, meaning what we put our thoughts and energy into is what will manifest. Of course this is easier said than done sometimes…

So fast forward to this morning’s news about a solar flare which erupted and is heading directly towards us:

The flare took place at 11:53 PM Arizona time (23:53) the same day, October 8th, and I decided to play around with this information just for fun. In my research I’ve found that the sun is directly connected to our collective consciousness and Earth-directed solar flares are indicative of a possible event of some kind taking place on Earth when the ejecta from the sun makes contact with us. Whatever it is has already happened and the sun is telling us it is going to happen within a few days. The solar flares seem to be prophetic.

So I decided to see how much time had passed between this receipt time and wolf synchronicity and the time the solar flare took place (06:53 PM, 18:53 UTC). I didn’t get anything until I plugged in the time the solar flare was finished and this seemed to go along with the receipt because I got this after finishing shopping.

The amount of time that passed was exactly 8 hours and 20 minutes:

And interestingly 820 is what you get when you add 410 plus 410 (my birthday).

Additionally the sunspot region that this flare originated from was identified as 2882 (see screenshot of flare information above) and 82 times itself 5 times equals 410:

The 2882 number could also be interpreted as meaning that everything in the Universe is a mirror of itself.

And interestingly the time this flare was recorded in UTC (universal time) was October 9th and this is the 282nd day of the year, the same digits as the sunspot region number:

If you can believe this, the identification number for this blog post, which is determined by WordPress automatically and is not in my control, is 34894 and if we add these digits together we get…. 28:

Years ago the wolf introduced itself as my spirit animal both in dreams and in the waking world after watching the reboot of the sci-fi British TV show ‘Doctor Who’:

Since then the wolf has appeared in the most amazing ways to let me know I am on the right path. This includes a dream where I was told that benevolent wolf beings would pave the way for me as I was going to go on a quest of many perils:

Fast forward to today and the ‘quest of many perils’ is absolutely an understatement. If I had known that my life experience was going to include being homeless and experiencing brutal attacks in the physical and dream world I probably would never have agreed to incarnate here. Surely I’m not this foolish.

In any case the wolf has been there and continues to appear to give me the peace of mind in such incredibly turbulent times that I am on the right path and to continue on, even when things seem to be completely hopeless.

Another quick example is when I went to watch a clip of Pawn Stars on YouTube and there was a photo of a wolf on the wall behind Rick:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8Kn_zgZeS8

If you are interested in discovering your spirit animal you can do so by doing the exercise featured in ‘Star Trek: Voyager’ by Captain Janeway’s Native American first officer, Chakote (although in real life he is Hispanic):

Additionally, the solar flare could be connected to the flower of life meditation which took place at 9:00 PM Arizona time at the moment of the Pluto-Eris square. The solar flare took place 2 hours and 19 minutes after the meditation started:

https://www.timeanddate.com/date/durationresult.html?m1=10&d1=8&y1=2021&m2=10&d2=8&y2=2021&h1=21&i1=0&s1=0&h2=23&i2=19&s2=0

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/08/daily-flower-of-life-meditation.html

Adding this next part after publishing the article. So I decided to look back at a Cobra dream which was interesting and seemed prophetic in some way. I decided to see how much time had passed between the dream and Cobra’s ‘Hold the Light II’ post and I got an amazing result!

One of the many numbers that appears throughout the day includes the number 946 which is what I’ve decided to call a sign post number which tells me I’m on the right path. I included a metaphysical story about this number in one of my ‘Hold the Light’ videos, so the name of the video might be synchronistic as well as it is the same name as Cobra’s latest post as of the time of this writing:

Video titled ‘Hold the Light More Metaphysical Stories’ Uploaded on September 22nd, 2021 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POw2SnxxsmI

Well if you can believe this, the amount of time that passed between the Cobra dream and Cobra’s post was 9 days, 4 hours and 6 minutes exactly:

This is everything for now, thanks for checking this out everyone and I wish you all much love and light!

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Video with my Healthcare Perspective on the Current Situation

Today I decided to talk about the current situation regarding the mandates and everything with the perspective of my healthcare background which was 10 years total, 8 of them being in a hospital setting. You all have rights and it’s important to know these rights. Plus I have seen vaccine injuries in person. I anticipate that the video might be censored so I’ve uploaded it to BitChute also. Thank you for your time and victory of the light!

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Amazing Wolf Spirit Animal Synchronicity

So after recording and uploading a video regarding the disclosures in the movie ‘Jupiter Ascending’ I decided to go on a night jog/walk and while going back towards the grocery store through the parking lot I saw a coin on the ground and went to pick it up.

I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw that the coin said ‘Great Wolf Lodge’ on it:

This is apparently some kind of resort which has various locations including here in Arizona:

https://www.greatwolf.com/arizona

This is extremely interesting because in the video I just did one of the main characters of the movie, Cain, admits to the other main character, Jupiter, that is he part wolf:

https://hero.fandom.com/wiki/Caine_Wise

What are the odds of that? Much love all!

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Interesting Cobra/Ascended Master Dream, Huge Energetic Attacks Happening After Publishing Hold the Light Videos

This dream happened last night and I finished writing it down at 11:44 PM. When I woke up I tried writing down everything I could remember but there were things I missed because I was too tired to write down the details that were coming back. I’m not sure what all of this means so I will let everyone make up their own minds about it:

For convenience here is the dream written out:

September 23rd, 2021 11:44 PM

Special Cobra dream. I was with someone in the mountains somewhere on Earth I think and we were being tested step-by-step to see if we were ready to take the next steps.

I don’t know who it was with me but it had to do with climbing large mountains and at some point jumping off of them somewhere.

We had to wait for a signal from the Higher Forces to see if we had proven ourselves worthy of going to the next step. It was a lot.

We got pretty far and there was something about hand signals that communicated progress to us. I think our thumbs were up and our palms closed and together or something like that was the last one before I was told I wasn’t ready yet. [It was similar to signing ‘how’ in American Sign Language which I’m currently learning.]

I was told as I was flying down somewhere that if I continued “the canons would be delayed in firing and there would be disruptions and problems. It seemed to be the same for the other person.

This force was connected to Cobra.

We seemed to be in a remote area and it wasn’t bright out but dim with an overcast. They were protecting us from something as a result of going too far before we were ready so we couldn’t go further.

They could see what would happen based on our current consciousness. We were sad. I don’t know who the other person was.

I’m getting that this might be connected to the Ascended Masters as I’m writing this.

There was something else important about this whole thing and I think it had to do with money.

I’m seeing a large horizontal crack all the way in the screen of my mind and I think it was like ice or lightning with a white-ish outline and I think it was black and all crooked and jagged.

So I’m not 100% sure if this is something that will be important in the near future or a personal message or a prophetic dream of some kind but I know I didn’t get all of the details when I woke up to write this down so ultimately time will tell if it means anything.

Since posting the Hold the Light videos and asking for help I’ve experienced some really rotten energetic attacks from somewhere. These were attacks that I thought I wouldn’t experience again and they happened when making videos in the past. It’s basically strong waves of anxiety and horror which come on suddenly and usually right after posting a video. This is one of the reasons why it’s so hard to do them because of the negative consequences that manifest afterwards. The attacks are happening right now as I am writing this. This protection protocol helps:

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2015/01/protection.html

Despite this I wish to extend a big thanks for checking this out and I wish everyone much love and light!

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Amazing Ascended Master/Spirit Guide Synchronicity When Coming Back from CPR Class

For those who are interested I am really happy to share this incredible synchronicity which just happened. I was guided to possibly get back into working in healthcare and one of the hoops that you have to jump through is to get CPR certified.

So I ended up scheduling the wrong class at first and then a woman called and said they had the right class for the next day (instead of a week away!) which I thought was probably divine intervention.

So the class went well and I requested a Lyft ride on the app afterwards. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I got in the car and saw a box containing some divination cards with ‘Ascended Masters’ written on it in the storage area behind the seat:

Add to that the time I took the picture was 3:33 PM:

Then as the woman and I were talking (her name is Joy, so there’s another positive layer to this experience) she pulled out another box of cards that had ‘Angel Guide’ on it:

The name of the place I did the class was called ‘New Life CPR’ and I have been divinely-prompted to begin offering psychic readings for others which I might start working on soon.

I think the message is, “everything will be okay, we are watching over you, get ready to start a new life! Be in ‘Joy’!” I think the other message was “you ‘died’ last month (August 2021) and now you are getting spiritual ‘CPR’ (September 2021) and you are going to be revived and made into something new and different.” Just a thought of course not sure if that’s actually a message that was intended.

The woman also experienced her own synchronicity when she dropped me off and noticed the license plate of someone else who is staying here at this AirBnb which I’m staying at (thanks to others who kindly donated per my video request) and the plate was from a location where she had gone to a spiritual conference. So something for her and something for myself.

So for those who need to know this, the Ascended Masters are real, and spirit guides are real and each of you have at least one guide that follows you throughout your life. Your guide(s) love(s) you and just want(s) to help you.

The owner of this AirBnb is pretty awake and recommended a book to me which has information about what’s going on. Seems to be another sign that things are going to be okay and that I’m on the right path.

Things are obviously a bit different now since 2012 of course.

I’ve been seeing ‘Cobra’ in the form of words and pictures here and there so I think a new Cobra post is coming at some point soon. Not sure when though but this has personally helped me during periods of long silence from Cobra.

And I will include a dream where I was talking to someone about the tv show ‘The 4400’ which is about a group of regular people taken from various time periods in a blue sphere of light and returned with abilities to help save planet Earth from an evil Cabal which includes a man who is obviously supposed to be Bill Gates. It told me to write a book but I don’t know about that. I think it was just an article that needed to be written possibly.

There is a reboot of this show which is airing next month October 25th for those who are interested. I don’t know if it will be bad like most tv shows now but we will see:

Here is another strange dream which was about being with some relatives and wanting to be taken seriously so somehow I had a revolver and shot it into the sky a few times ha:

This is everything for now, please continue to hold the light everyone and I wish you all much love and light!

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Personal Update

For those who feel guided and are interested I would like to share a personal update. I have followed my guidance and have given away my vehicle just a little while ago as of the time of this writing to someone who truly deserved it. The Higher Ups helped to make sure it went to the right person at the right time and I hope it serves them well like it did for me. There were a lot of synchronicities throughout this process which let me know everything would be okay.

This has been a gigantic leap of faith the likes of which I have never done before whatever happens next is a mystery. I have no clue if I will end up sleeping outside somewhere or what.

As experience has shown these big changes are synchronized with the activity of celestial objects/alignments and activity of the sun which is quite active right now.

I did have a dream this morning about Cobra saying something about something but I don’t recall now. It wasn’t very long but I think it was significant.

This is everything for now, thanks for checking this out and I wish everyone much love as always!

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Powerful Death Acceptance Dream, Child Abuse Dream, Wolf Spirit Animal Synchronicity, Cobra Update Dream Comes True & More

I am being guided to share some things that have been happening recently which will be included in this article for those who are interested. It will be mostly personal things so if that is not something that resonates with you then please feel free to disregard this post.

So here is the powerful dream I had this morning which some might find unpleasant but it was a message I needed to hear. For weeks now I have been getting messages of huge positive changes happening and that I need to let go and detach from my personal belongings. By disregarding this guidance and trying to maintain the situation of living out of my car because this is all that I have, I have been apparently been putting off something that needs to happen:

September 6th, 2021 Early Morning

I am in a building somewhere (this building is run-down which I think was supposed to represent my current life and/or vehicle) and it looks abandoned.

I’m with some other people there. I don’t think I know them. Then I think some firemen or officials tell us we have to leave. We are homeless but they don’t want us staying there.

A man appears there, he is new but it takes a little bit to figure out why he’s there. He is shirtless I think. He is doing some surgery on this abdomen inside of a pink basin:

After a while a woman says he’s only 4 days old. He died but he can’t believe it’s happening. He is in denial and keeps trying to save himself through surgery.

He is working on his abdomen and the pink basin fills with green fluid. There’s a problem with the surgery. He repeats this process of working on the abdomen until I realize I’m a departed soul too.

We tried really hard to help him adjust but he couldn’t believe he died. He thought he could save himself. That man is myself.

He kept repeating the surgery and reappearing until the basin filled with green liquid (this seemed to indicate the final complication of the surgery killing him).

I was compassionate with him and tried reason and logic to convince him what was happening. I think I was almost getting through to him. I woke up before that. He had an appendectomy.

[Then I realized what the dream was trying to communicate.]

I am this man who ended up in a run down building who can’t accept that he met his end a while ago. I ‘died’ on August 8th and perhaps 1 month on Earth is 4 days in the spirit world. The people around me are trying to convince me of this but I’m not accepting it. Until now.

I’ve been realizing that my life situation is what it is and now it’s time to let go of it and see what happens. The Higher Ups have always helped me and I believe they have something wonderful waiting for me. But I have to make the proper arrangements first.

Something else that seems to indicate something is changing personally is that when I went to pet our turkey here she didn’t like it like she normally does. Every time I went to pet her she fluffed up her feathers and got upset and/or would get away from me. She is normally very receptive to being pet and will walk towards me. But now she looks at me different and this makes me sad. But maybe she is being influenced to send a message of ‘you don’t belong here anymore’. I have learned through experience that literally anything and everything can be used to communicate with us by the spirit world. Everything is alive, including inanimate objects, albeit they possess limited consciousness.

The second dream I had this morning was a terrible child abuse dream which some may find disturbing:

September 6th, 2021 Early Morning

I was in some store like Walmart and I remember there were some other things leading up to this but I recall a little girl being there and I think we were near the pharmacy. We may have been at a school at first and then it was a store. Trying to remember the details.

At one point I remember being shown a teenage girl in what looked like a minimal looking dress and some madam woman was showing her how to pose in positions on the ground. There were other kids there too but she was focused on this girl and she was treating her so horribly.

I remember becoming enraged at this point after watching this happen and then I said I will start looking for these people because I’m angry as hell.

I remember this blond woman who I think was involved in child abuse/sex trafficking (perhaps being in a store with the kids = sex with children being bought and sold).

She told me she didn’t want me looking into this and I said out loud that rich and famous people were involved in these activities (not all of them of course but a lot more than we think). She scurried away and I didn’t see her after that I think.

I remember another little girl was there and no one seemed to be accompanying them. I picked up one of the little girls and saw she only had a little dress on and nothing underneath. I was curious if she was a victim who got away somehow.

We were next to the children’s clothing aisle which I think was next to the pharmacy where most of this drama took place. I said I would grab her some clothes and would be right back and she started crying so I asked if she wanted to come with me and she said yes.

So I held both of these little girls’ hands and we started to go that way and then I remember my eyes being closed for some reason and I’m still holding their hands and I decided I would hold them tighter for some reason and then I woke up.

The other night I had an incredible wolf spirit animal synchronicity. The wolf introduced itself in a dream in 2015 and became one of my main spirit animals, especially after watching the reboot of the British sci-fi show ‘Doctor Who’ which is about a time-traveling extraterrestrial who goes on adventures around the Universe:

I was driving towards the gym as it was the evening time and this is when I will work out and then shower and get ready for bed.

I noticed a vehicle which had their hood up and went over to see if they needed help and they agreed to let me take a look at it.

It turns out they needed an easy repair to their upper radiator hose which was split in some places and wasn’t holding pressure so the vehicle was overheating. That was hopefully the cause.

So we go to the store to get a new hose clamp because we were able to get away with simply cutting the torn part of the hose away and putting a hose clamp on that.

I told him my name and I couldn’t believe my ears when he said his name was ‘Wolf’. I asked him to repeat this and told him my spirit animal was the wolf and he said that was his spirit animal as well! Amazing!

So we get everything figured out and repaired (hopefully) and we went our separate ways.

Another quick wolf spirit animal synchronicity was when we were at the casino last night for one of my relatives’ birthday and one of my other relatives won 100$ on a Timber Wolf machine. It was a great trip because they all won several times. I got $5 for free from the casino and that went in one spin without winning anything but I knew that there was a reason for this.

As usual I am told before Cobra makes new posts and on August 29th, 2021 I had a dream where I saw coded messages followed by a short update which came true starting the next day:

So the short update seemed to be the monthly mission report. And another update is coming at some point because as I was walking around the library the other day I saw two books with Cobra on them and this has historically precluded a Cobra update.

The Higher Ups did a trust exercise with me the other day (one of countless over the years, they have a lot of patience with me) where I didn’t have much cash left and I needed to make it through a couple of days with minimal food and gas.

Even though I was close to another gas station they energetically guided me to another one across town and told me to spend $13 on gas (13 has been appearing a lot which might indicate a Goddess presence) and spend the last $2 on a scratcher. They pointed at a specific number and I said okay this is food money guys I don’t have anything else.

But I took a leap of faith and bought it anyways and amazingly I broke even and got my $2 dollars back. I said okay I will do better to trust you.

I’ve learned that someone ‘up there’ knows where the winning scratchers are and what the winning lottery numbers are… At least it seems like they do…

So anyways this is everything for now. Thanks for checking this out and I wish everyone much love and light!

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A Personal Life Review

If I were to look back on my life, I would say I experienced as much as a person possibly could in the shortest amount of time possible. It was incredible and it was a nightmare and everything in between. It was a beautiful thing ultimately because I know I experienced things that most people couldn’t imagine.

 Imagine ramming someone through a lifetime or more worth of experiences in a fraction of the time. Imagine learning life lessons that some people never learn while they are alive and I have to learn them in a matter of days, weeks or months. In the grand scheme of things it was extremely enlightening because Earth is such a unique place with the opportunity to learn so many things and gain so many perspectives.

Based on my research I’ve learned my life is an example of what God seeks, which is to experience itself in every which way imaginable. To know and experience everything there is to experience. The good, the bad and the ugly. To be of every economic class, to be in every body of color, to know a different side of sexuality, to have cared for others and to be cared for, to experience the foolishness of being young and naïve and also to know wisdom while in a young body.

There is an upside and downside to growing so quickly in such a short amount of time. The downside is that I can’t relate to anyone around me because I have learned the lessons they might still be learning or perhaps haven’t begun to learn. The upside is that this knowledge and wisdom helps me to deal with the daily reality of The Matrix much better. To know how things and people work is a gift that only comes with experience over time. To learn how my own mind works is also a gift that can’t be put into words.

We have heard this phrase ‘Know Thyself’ and it is probably the most underrated two words in the Universe. Because to know yourself and to point the finger at yourself instead of someone else means that you will discover that you are God in human form and that everyone is yourself in a different body. 

These life experiences have taught me how to deeply appreciate myself and others and to not take others, especially family, for granted. Life is short and every second we spend here and what we spend it on matters greatly. 

I’ve learned the most important thing is unconditional love and to know that we are forgiven regardless of our deeds. One of the hardest things I’ve learned is self-forgiveness and self-love which is crucial for positive life experiences.

I’ve loved myself, hated myself and every other emotion you could think of I have directed towards myself at one time. 

Beautiful things are coming to this planet and while it’s unfortunate that not everyone will live to see them on the physical plane there are other planes of existence where these epic changes will take place.

The biggest thing I’ve learned also is the simplicity of the Golden Rule which all religions teach. It is so simple and humans tend to make everything much more complicated than it needs to be. Just helping one another is one of the most important things I’ve experienced. People have helped me unconditionally and I’ve done the same for others. We all have basic needs that have to be met and we can each take part in helping one another do this. The most amazing miracles happened when I was helping others. I promise it’s worth it!

Death is not the end, it is the beginning of something so beautiful. It is a part of life and I don’t fear it. I wish for everyone else to see it the same way. Fear can be thrown in the trash can as it prevented me from doing so many things. I wish I didn’t have so much fear. Everything ended up working out and it was ultimately an experience which I cherish greatly. 

Love. Love. Love.

Jonathan

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