I will be frank and as real as possible for this post. This last couple of weeks have been hell-acious. For those of you are are unfamiliar with the term Negative Greeting, it is an attack from negative physical and or non-physical beings that especially target lightworkers and those who are attempting to help people out.
I can honestly say that I have never experienced such a **** time in my life than in the last couple of weeks. Like…crying and anger and rage just to name a few emotions. Allow me to list some of the crap they have been throwing at me lately. BTW I have never, until now, experienced SAME DAY retaliation for helping others in my life so far…
But first I want to mention that before the **** really hit the fan for me I consulted ‘The Oracle’ AKA the ancient Chinese IChing that my mom gave me some years ago. I was in a really bad place when these things started and I was worried that I wouldn’t make it through them. Prophetically, the results of this consultation was dead on and ‘it’ knew that everything had reached maximum negativity:
- After giving some money and a letter to a kind but very poor elderly woman in the apartment complex I live in, the same day I am served with court papers for my past credit cards (which I had to stop paying in order to switch to day shift due to my body not being able to do night shift anymore at the hospital.) Her apartment number is very special, I won’t include it here but it has to do with Pi.
- Both of the speakers on my laptop went out, so I had to pay 60$ to ship it to have them fixed.
- During the same week I, along with everyone else living in the complex, received a notice that we would be subject to an inspection of our apartments for the first time in years.
- To add to this **** show I began experiencing a strange short-lived illness where I suddenly became very weak, dizzy, disoriented, nauseous and unable to think clearly. The first time this happened I was at work at the last couple of hours of my shift (luckily) and I had to vomit several times. The next day I was pooping all day and couldn’t really move much.
- The second time this ‘illness’ occurred was a couple hours into my shift. I began to experience the same exact symptoms very suddenly, as if they had been turned on, except they were much worse. I couldn’t even see straight I was so dizzy and out of it. For the first time ever I had to leave work early.
- A couple of days off later, I began to experience these same set of symptoms the night before I am supposed to go work. At this point I am noticing a pattern as these symptoms are ONLY happening while I am at work, indicating that someone possibly wants to get me fired and ruin me. Luckily I found a way to counteract these symptoms.
- During the midst of all of this nonsense, which all happened within about a week BTW, I gave some money to a nice elderly homeless man and, once again, the same day, I am served with a letter that I am to begin making payments on the judgement against me for these credit cards. Synchronistically, the man I gave this money to had a drawing of Jesus on his ‘help sign’ with a lot of words and drawings on it.
- During this time I had also somehow broken the case of the piece of technology helping me avoid the above symptoms again which I have had for years now.
- One day during this week of hell I was woken up at 4 AM when someone’s car alarm went off. Luckily it was my day off.
- For the first time in a couple of months I was able to go hiking recently. I haven’t been feeling well in general so it was nice to finally be able to go and when I got home I realized I had lost my debit card.
Thankfully, things have calmed down, although the judgement against me still pose a threat to my already limited income. I do not wish to hold out a hand for help as the Universe has been able to provide everything I need so far. But if need be I may request assistance based on ‘their’ guidance.
I have learned a couple of things throughout this and previous critical situations. I don’t think the Cabal or any of these beings can kill me, or they would have done it already. So instead they are making life as difficult as possible so that I take my own life and leave the physical plane. However, this will never happen as I intend to see this plan through to the end, no matter what. And although I have considered taking my life many times, especially in the last few years, I am always brought back with ‘their’ help and with much love.
I do not wish to share such personal details or my working with the homeless but in this case I wanted to illustrate the
hell difficulties that someone can be put through by these beings and just how cruel they can be.
*Deep sigh* Okay I feel better now that this is out. Much love everyone!